{edit, 15 June 10.25 am}Hello, I'm feeling alot better & happier this morning! After the 10 & a half hours sleep last night hohoho :D Although I woke up with my mum nagging & everything I'm still feeling good now yay. I shall start again anew! Hohoho. Today's one of my only free days & I've decided to complete many things today :) & do the longgg elect geog MYR bleh. HAHAHA now cordelia thinks of me whenever she does elect geog :D Okieee I gotta go buy lunch in a while & buy materials for doing the Barbie doll thingy, long afternoon ahead ! & badminton this saturday before qihang on sunday, 3 cheers :D I'm squeezing everything into a paragraph but I don't care it's so fun haha. I think I'll miss qihang too actually ( contrary to the previous post ), doing all the props with The People although I'm not in props group. I'll miss all their lame shit! AAAAHHH ): But still I've got to know people better during this period, yay! & laughed alot during paiju-s too hahaha. Although yesterday was nasty towards the end, towards the start, the exaggerated version of the Tai-tais ju was so damnit funny that we laughed so hard & everyone got high :D Wheeee. I think I'm quite high now, haha. Okay I shall go out to get stuffs now, byebye :D
{/edit}All these lines fall short of what I had in mind, a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
So I just try & fail & try & try again, someday I swear I'm going to get it.I am feeling really bad about today's full dress rehearsal at Ulu Pandan CC ): Haha I screwed the whole thing up at the tech room doing the sounds. I seriously screwed it all up okay. I was so nervous & worried that everything will go wrong that my palm was sweating so much, haha. & I started having a muscle ache on my left arm because I was so paranoid I could die there. I think I looked really pissed off but I wasn't haha, I was too irritated with myself lah. At least I've tried today, I hope the full dress rehearsal before the actual one on Sunday will turn out finee. I'm hoping for the best, haha please. I don't want to screw things up. Sorry for today, I'll try very hard during the next rehearsal.
RAAAAHHHH I'm so disturbed by today's rehearsal that I just can't feel at ease now.
This whole thing about Qihang is driving me nuts, haha. In many ways. Blah.
Anyway, thankyou Harkhui, Jingying & Sally for your words & hugs :)
I appreciate it alot, really :)
I had a nice long talk with Sally over lunch yesterday, & after lunch as well. Haha you know what I really love Sally alot :) I just feel so happy talking to her & everything just comes out lah. She looks so blur & cute but there's so much in her inside :) My meimei rocks! Haha her hugs never fail to work :)
As quoted from Debbie Soh, " the holidays are SERIOUSLY ending. " I've so much homework left! ): Thankfully I've no job attachment next week, but next week's equally busy & my chinese oral's next week too ): I really need to sit down & spend alot of time finishing up my homework, & catch up with my studies. I still need to shop bleh. Many things to do! & returning back to the good old times with my friends. Actually I ain't really looking forward to Term 3, I've a bad feeling which says it's gonna be very stressful & tiring & busy, & sucky because of the people around me (you might not know what I'm saying haha).
I need to get a life. I really miss my sec one life alot, those were the bestest friends of my life.
Haha Xiaowei I miss you alot yknow ? Sitting down beside you ystd at the cybercafe during rehearsal made me realise we haven't been talking much. I miss you so much ): Let's have recess soon okay ? Love you :)
I can't wait for Qihang to be over, before I'll go get a life & set it back on the right track. I might be a perfectionist sometimes but that's just me. Disorientated-ness has never been a good friend of mine.
Okiee this post sounds weird & it doesn't make alot of sense because the paragraphs don't even link ? Haha that's what's going on in my head now. I shall go & sleep & forget about everything for now, goodnight :)
